Although she wanted me to know that she never developed into a body, she left me with the impression that even if she did, she didn’t. She said that she thought she probably never knew how attractive she was to him.

The second time she really betrayed her, it was her mother’s word, and her father’s situation was much more serious than before.
I’m off track
When she said this, instead of a little regret, she felt a secret excitement in her voice. She didn’t tell me the name of the man, but she specially emphasized that although her father had brought her pain and her father’s amorous feelings were much more frequent than hers, she still loved her father deeply and felt more proud of his career. On the whole, she was very happy to have married him.
I can’t help asking her if she will feel guilty in the face of her betrayal.
Not at all. She said he cheated on me, too.
Then she suddenly ended the topic by inertia and went to another room to see how the baby was.
My mother’s outspoken vitriol surprised me, but it wasn’t the last time. Julia wasn’t there one night in early January. Sylvia sat by her mother’s bed and chatted. Her mother seemed to be enjoying her more and more fantasy or daydream. Sylvia is good at international curiosity and strong in my personal life. She knows a lot and she is always interested in learning more.
She said that from my children who can watch me visit various schools, they are very happy when they stay together.
Have you ever dreamed of having children of your own? she asked
Mother, although she looks so dreamy, is not as completely immersed in her own world as I thought. Sylvia’s eyes suddenly widened as soon as she talked with her children.
I hesitated for a moment and then said to Sylvia that it was really a pity that I didn’t have children.
But I also said that at this age, I am unlikely to have any more children. I think it is this sentence that has stimulated my mother.
You’re still a child. You’re not too old.
First of all, we have to find him a wife, Sylvia said
Mother stared at her angrily and asked angrily what.
Mrs. Kauzel, Sylvia said that a man can’t have children casually if he doesn’t want to find a woman who is willing to marry.
That’s ridiculous. What did Mother say about not being able to?
Sylvia is the most conservative woman, and she is always strict with her daughter, granddaughter and mother. This statement simply scares her.
Mrs. Kauzel, she reiterated, what did you say to your son?
That’s the craziest thing I’ve ever heard, my mother said
I don’t believe that my mother really believed that she had argued with Sylvia, but she refuted Sylvia’s blurting out, and those words, though late, revealed charm after all, which also showed me my mother’s vulgar side in moral independence
However, except for the unexpected and interesting time like angering Sylvia, at the end of winter, my mother found that she had been proud of her clear mind and her ability to recall the past accurately declined sharply
I forgot something one night. When she told me, I could think of a place. I could see it very much, but I just couldn’t remember its name.
It happens to everyone. I tried to comfort her.
Then, on a whim, I asked her if she remembered those Latin words in high school. She immediately forgot all about the depression caused by the decline of her memory, and began to read the first Latin verb in a cadence. This is also the first verb deviation of children studying in Latin school.
AAasAaAausAaisAan, the word means love
Great. I said it was as if we were back at school and I was the teacher. I asked her if she remembered the noun. She said that the singular and plural forms of puella girls may be like many students. The first few weeks of the chilling Latin class left my mother with a fear that is hard to dispel today.
But in fact, my mother’s evaluation of her declining ability became more and more obvious. By the next spring, her appetite became worse and worse, and Julia refused to eat the rice that she had brought to her bedroom.
Mrs. Kauzel, Julia will say that you need something to eat.
Mother said to Julia, I don’t have to eat. You can’t force me to take the tray away.
But an hour later, she might call her into the bedroom and look at her reproachfully. Julia, you didn’t give me dinner.
However, in May, even this short-term naysayer became less and less. Julia noticed that she stopped asking her father many questions.
Sometimes Julia said that she seemed to forget that he was still in the next room.
One night in June, my mother whispered something to me, but her voice was so low that I couldn’t understand a word, so I got closer. She said something to me, but no one could hear me. I had to go to the door first.
After the door came back to sit next to her, she said that I had a wallet with a lot of money in it.
She has been carrying a small wallet with her for more than a year, usually hidden on the carpet. She showed me the dollars in it.
The wardrobe is still hidden in the bottom drawer, and my sweaters are covered.
Her voice has always been low.
If you need anything, I hope I can leave you this money, which is why you take good care of it.
I found that her dollar was a lot of money. Of course, it was not a small sum when she was a child. I didn’t say anything that might spoil this impression.